Shout Back the Samn Damn Thing

2011-03-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

Love is blind. I am sorry.
Wish you read this.

pressiez

2010-09-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

things that makes me smile

from beloved sister...new car key protector :)

from the bffs .. soo ping tsu koon n ling huey <3<3<3<3

from the bf ..thomas sabo charm bracelet with the amethyst

last but not least, the new working shoes from my future sis in law <3<3

Thanksssssss for all the presents ! Love you all! xoxo muacks

2010-09-06T23:54:00.001+08:00

hates herself.

2am. damn

2010-08-04T01:52:00.003+08:00

Have you ever been insomnia for like N nights? well its 2am in the morning lady..again?
Just fyi-ed if anyone still reading here, there will be a new thang on 1st of Sept -__-
yaaa..i changed job. FINALLY..pfft..
next target.. a new car perhaps? Im stil dying for peugeot .. but its kinda hard for me to achieve. so well, lets see den. How can I afford it? question markksksksksks..
NEXT.. new healthy life? ugh. my leg. the Klippel Trenaunay syndrome leg. Its stil painful, yaaa on and off.. tho surgery is over. why???? question marksksksks. again. I should ask the doctor. WHEN should I not feeling pain? hmm pls mark it in iphone den.
healthy life, again, well I gained fat, not a lil bit, is alot. its like 5000gram? ohmigod. ya its time to keep fit. ruffles lays haagendazs baskinrobbin uagdkahsbdakjdleiuaglwjnaldsbaskdaytfxzhgk

goodnight. no more beauty sleep.

2010-07-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

Do you really even care?
Take care the perfectly lonely white rose .

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Shining stars

2010-06-28T13:50:00.001+08:00

I wish I can do whatever I wish to do and complete it without regrets. I wil pray hardly and continue my life happily, with no sadness disappointment sorrows.. Tho I know it's pretty hard.. But I will try to make it true..

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2010-06-14T17:39:00.001+08:00

You will never know what I'm thinking if you don't know me. And obviously the one I thought who know me the most had disappoint me. Be thankful because it happened and you got the picture of the whole story. Do not ever look down yourself as you deserve better.
Thanks to the person who hurted you most and realized that lesson learned is precious. What you got is what you gave. Life is fair enough.

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Location:Lebuhraya Utara - Selatan,,Malaysia

Changes

2010-05-28T19:21:00.002+08:00

My life is bored, meaningless.
Im wasting my own time on wrong person and wrong place.
I need changes. practically.

傻瓜

2010-05-11T22:32:00.001+08:00

有一位挚友告诉我说我像傻瓜，爱上了我不保留。。

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

问自己，值得吗？

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2010-05-05T11:38:00.001+08:00

I love u but I don't trust u.
Teach me how to trust u again.

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2010-05-04T08:16:00.002+08:00

Don't look back. U hav brighter path way in front. U can do it libra.

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2010-05-04T08:16:00.001+08:00

Don't look back. U hav brighter path way in front. U can do it libra.

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2010-05-03T11:34:00.000+08:00

The last decision is in ur hand.

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2010-05-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

It's raining .. In my heart

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The fact

2010-05-01T02:36:00.001+08:00

Today I have threw out everthing I observed and I finally get an answer I want. It's all true. And it's heartbreaking.
Wats the solution? To be or not to be? All u have to decide by ursf without any affection beside.
Love is so fragile.

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2010-03-21T13:58:00.000+08:00

Trust that u have all the facts u want today, Libra.

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2010-03-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

TGIF!!!!!!!!!

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2010-03-18T10:04:00.000+08:00

The only happiness I get after working for 12 hours everyday !

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Location:Segafredo upr

2010-03-17T14:55:00.001+08:00

I'm stil alive world !

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2009-08-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

I was walking on the street alone, thinking of what should be done, what shouldnt be done, if did stg which is not supposed not to be done, den what is the solution to the bad consequences.
My ex- supervisor used to tel me, collection is managing customer's expectation.
If custmer expect you not to cal, but u keep calling, he may get upset & this is where complaints come in.
If customer expect you to call, but u did not, he may get upset too and expect some fees to be waived off.
I was thinking can love be measured like this too?
Maybe.
Tomorrow gotta be a busy day again, perhaps workload can help me to make my mind really tired.
Beer is always my best friend. Accompany whenever i need him.

Updates.

2009-08-23T01:56:00.005+08:00

I cant believe my last post was N mths ago.
Time flies.
What I have done in the year? Should I say nothing. Wasted.
By the way, am officially graduated from MMU 8/8/09
Went Langkawi cameron wit bf, paid my credit card payment using myself salary for the first time.

Went for work, wait for lunch, wait for dinner, wait OT to be over, travel home, online check daily updates, talk wit bf on fon, sleep.
Wake up, Routine again.
Until when only Im able to change this routine? No idea.
Its very hard to change stg which is already set up in your life.
Decision are hard to make.

Sacrifices? wish so, only when you are able to face the emotion when sacrificing.
Therefore, wats the conclusion? No conclusion.

Anyway, heres some latest photos I may wan to share. They are taken in Cameron.
I really miss my long lost smile. Very.

long time no see.

''lavender in cameron''

the bf.

Ping's cactus plant.

Spoke person of Boh Tea.

I wish ''I'' will come back one day with the true heart I found.

Bring them back to my life pls.

2009-02-24T23:29:00.006+08:00

Cny

2009-01-26T12:29:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggie,
Im sorry tht I have abandoned you for a while.
You know, Im jz so busy in working, sleeping is my only hobby now :)
So, its a brand new year, year of Ox.
Any new year resolution? Stil the old you ? or planning stg big? hah
Alright for me myself, Im stil working for OCBC, under probation n 3 more mths to go.
Well, hows my job recently? for my coursemates, i tink all of them know wats my job regarding. hmm..collection officer, or so call legal loan shark by customers.
All i need to do is collect debts, wow risk management (ew!)
Dont want complaint so much about my job in the 1st day of cny la, wat i wish is I do really hope to have a really smooth year in my career (not so much complaint frm customers pls!! )
Alright family, I wish my parents stay healthy always, sister having own vr hang fok life after getting married and bro, sun sun li li in business :)

KEONG HEE HUAT CAI !!

''Convocation''

2008-11-24T22:34:00.003+08:00

My son is growing up,
''graduate'' from smart reader and going to standard 1 next year :)

the kid in tuxedo performed the shanghai knight dance !
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

Pursuit of Happiness.

2008-11-23T19:38:00.004+08:00

Im glad that Im stil alive after tortured by vr vr vr annoying Singaporean, and there is stil a vr long way to go I know, I will nt gv up easily (tho i like to mumble alot, I know, but I jz want to make myself balance abit ma haih)
For a happier life, I decided to make myself really balance, work hard and play hard *smug*
get a toffee nut latte and sit in Starbucks wit coliks after work, talking bout demanding customers, ways to pint them down, 有我讲没有你讲, hmph.
1 more month to go, my very favourite day is coming.
Im stil dreaming of staying in a snowing country =(
So much memories for my 22 year xmas ago.
What am I goin to have this coming xmas?
Counting down..
hmm..

p/s: more updates are coming :)

Cooler needed.

2008-11-03T20:22:00.001+08:00

1st day in my life, and worst day in my life.
fine.
I wil remember this.

我爱上了侧田

2008-10-21T10:12:00.003+08:00

听他唱歌，感动了我。
看了他的演唱会，就好像看了他过去的三十二个年头。
两个女人，叙述着两个在他的生命里扮演着非常重要角色的女人，母亲与妻子。
三十日，叙述着前女友离开他后的三十个日子里的感触与感慨。
好人，一个平凡男人的感情经历。

The best concert I have ever watched. Justin Lo.

祝你幸福

When I grow up I wanna be millionaire

2008-10-05T14:43:00.004+08:00

I should seriously start finding a job right now as incomeless wil lead me death real soon.

but..

lazy laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T

so, let me die bah hehe

:)

2008-09-25T18:20:00.002+08:00

i can finally take off the key on my neck ...and buy a new pendant hoho

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!

Once upon a time

2008-09-17T00:20:00.005+08:00

To dear yang yang,

This was how we celebrate your bday in B2-8-8 last 2 years .

This was how you kena 摆上台in TGIF last year during ur bday and we laugh like crazy.

So how bout this year?
很遗憾啊。。hu and me also cant celebrate for u by ur side..sigh

but but but.....

mayb theres some surprise ler hor?

Happy birthday to you !

xoxo! muacks!

A love that wil last.

2008-09-16T21:08:00.005+08:00

Do you guys ever watch a movie for N times and you duno why you jz love it so much? There are 2 movies, which i love the most, and i never get bored watching it again and again like how NoNo keep repeating his 'ant bully ' or 'toy story 1 2 3' for whole day. and i wil still T.T during the very touching moment no matter how much time after i watched it.

Victor Navorski, my all time favourite, by Tom Hanks :)

He can go nowhere except staying in the New York airport for months due to the a logical hole in the law. How pity, and he couldnt speak fluent english at the beginning, or shud i say, not even some simple english. But he survived and step into the States soil. Interesting isnt it?..hmm
ouh and the actress, Ms Gorgeous Catherine Zeta Jones :) acts as an air stewardess in the movie -The Terminal.

A dog lover like me who nvr have a chance to get a dog myself love the movie Quill very much, its a story bout a Labrador doggie, get trained and become a guide dog. Guide dogs are assistance dogs trained to lead blind or vision impaired people around obstacles (from wikipedia)

adorable isnt it?
I always wanted a Labrador Retriever :(

Im so sad that i lost the original vcd of the Quill. Shud have buy 1 for ownself collection again, The Terminal too! and there are still some movies I wanted to watch in theatre but sadly, I missed it! if anyone got the link to download the sex and the city, plssss do provide me k?tq berri muchie:)

I'll find a way

2008-09-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

I get emo easily recently, since that incident.
Tho i was sitting in front of my pc like 7-11 but, i was actually doing ntg.
yes, NOTHING.
mind blank, stare at the screen, empty,
repeat listening to silent emotion from long vacation N years ago
and i start emo again wtf.
got no ohm to seek for jobs as well.
just feel like having some relaxing time, but i noe i cant.
metally tired, feeling sleepy, but stil can stayed up til 2 -3 in the morning doing ntg
jz stare at my screen wallpaper, a labrador puppy named Quill.
my report stucked as i duno wat else to write in it.
Ex-supervisor called me jz now and told me he missed me, in fact i guess he missed me working for him as he is complaining that he got too much job to do and theres no one could help him, hah, sales manager complained that the quotation he ask those malay trainee was not done nicely and he miss me too hah.
but im not that stupid to extend my intern period for him, like paying me 450 per month and ask me doin those easy yet time consuming job and i have to drive N miles away from my home , stuck in the stupid traffic jam and middle finger for those lorry drivers and the main point, being alone all the time.
enough. dats enough.
I noe, its better to have stg to do rather den jz staring the pc screen whole day but i jz dun feel like working, you noe, spirit lost, ohm gone.
I noe i shud jz continue my life for a better future now, like being aggresive in seeking job, sending resumes over all company in Pg, but its been 3 days I dint log in to my jobstreet as its not important anymore, how much application also have to omit, goodbye to all KL job.
So i start going out alone, sitting in starbucks, looking at the people outside walking by, for hours.
mayb this is stupid, but at least i can breath some air.
I hated eating alone since last time, but I guess I will start to get used to it right now on, i should persuade myself dat, actually being alone is not that bad right? at least u can do watever u wanted to do, mayb i should try watching movie alone next time.
Im so envy that yang yang is having her grad trip to tw wit her coursemates in this coming dec, how nice of travelling with frens, and surprisingly, I have nvr travel with any of my frens in MMU before (except wit the ex), such a tragedy.
I need a vacation badly.
But i cant.
why?
I dont even dare to think about it.
bcoz i wil start emo after thinking of it again.

Life like this. 身不由己.

Dilemma

2008-09-11T19:27:00.003+08:00

Things are always like this
when you dont feel like getting it, den you wil get it unluckily
while the things you want so much, you wil nvr get it easily
You have to like go through N times of conflicts and barriers,
and mayb u stil cant get it.
Sacrifice at the necessary time needed to be done sometimes.
This is what we call life.
and finally, I can taste the life.

sob sob

2008-09-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

I will be officially jobless since the day after tomoro.

Its jz the beginning

2008-08-27T13:27:00.004+08:00

Pn. Hazlina came this morning for site visit and luckily evreything is jz ok..
'' well, she meet our requirement and mayb better den wat we expect'' :)
So, left report to hand in and Im officially graduated
and Im counting down the days...7 days to go only!

.....and the war will begin.

cause i had a bad day

2008-08-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

I was flooded by the list price and radioactiv of the scanner in the office,
breathed too much dusty air in the newly open Jusco in BM,
terrified by THE STRANGERS
stomache backpain due to the monthly disaster

...and my car's engine couldnt start in the middle of the road.
wtf.

Opportunity Cost

2008-08-21T13:03:00.003+08:00

I nvr know that i can get Rm2 rice included 1 vege, 1 telor mata & fish until my colleagues brought me to somewhere in the Juru Village to dapao today, oh and they give out free laksa soup :)

staying in Pg realli jimat alot.
but staying in KL give me a brighter future.
hmm..

Routine.

2008-08-18T08:26:00.002+08:00

I hate Monday.
I hate feelin sleepy in office while Im drinking Mcd PREMIUM ROAST coffee.
ciu.
This is jz aint right.
sob sob.

and Chong Wei lose last night.
*big sob sob*
sipeh bu suang that lansi kia from cn.
hmph.

Ready to take me away?

2008-08-16T23:11:00.007+08:00

how nice of having a friend like her

having a pond of ducky

watching sunset together in the garden

and seeing some breathtaking view from the balcony everynite.

Return to my life.
Im nobody after all.

Take me away from here,

Fly me above the clouds,

Fill me with your songs,

and keep me laughing,

all night long make me cry out loud,

till my eyes dry out.

Convocation.

2008-08-10T22:02:00.005+08:00

Congrats to him.

and to her.

muacks! sayang!

to all MMU graduates as well. :)

crazy people

2008-08-03T20:42:00.007+08:00

招牌笑容

chinaman brothers

(with unlimited whitewine in jogoya hoho)

coconut yamseng

i dono why.

leng zai look.

coconut seller

3 year old promoting coconut

master kicap soya

ghost month liao

2 fella start gaying liao

drunk sohai look.

he really damn high.

leng lui also quite high ha

tuborg new advertisement

photo of the year. rotf

babe, Im coming! :)

2008-07-28T09:28:00.001+08:00

those days.

2008-07-26T23:56:00.005+08:00

i want to eat

charkoayteowhokkienmeelaksakarimeewantanmeelobakohjianbakkutehsiukaiyekcheecheongfanlohmaikaitomyammeefishnchipscharkoayteowcharkoayteowcharkoayteowcharkoayteowcharkoayteow&charkoayteow.

but where is my charkoayteow?

sobsobx100000000

from Semenyih

2008-07-24T12:37:00.006+08:00

how lovely.=)

cant wait to c u guys!!

*************************************************************************************

26/7/2008 Sunny day :)

I found a red envelope in my house post box writing 'Samn Teoh' on it.

=O

guess what?
the continuous part II from Semenyih =)

Thank you soooooo much, you have light up my day!

so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet of you!

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

broken.

2008-07-20T19:18:00.003+08:00

I dont know wats da matter with pg weather.
It has been raining since the moment i wake this morning and its still raining til now 11.45pm non-stop-ly.
I used to love rainy days very much but can u pls gv me a sunshinny warm day?now?
Whats wrong? cant I jz wish for a sunny day?
Its been gloomy for 2 months with thunderstorm between.
I hate it. truly.
I need happiness desparately.

Risk taker.

2008-07-18T19:13:00.005+08:00

Regarding my driving skill, I think my family especially my parents would yell loudly bersama-sama

' YOU ARE A NOOB IN DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

fine, I guess my EQ is high enough to cope this.
alrite, how to define a noob in driving?
hmmm, let me tell u my self experience, its like taking da wrong road all da time, nvr control your oil paddle well, nvr aware of the things beside including people, cars from right and left, doggies, cats or i shud say all living thing which move and breathe (including the plants beside) and also those non-living thing such as the blocking rock or those lubang lubang tengah jalan and still I will drive over it den your car wil like #$%^*&&^(#%^% like this and finally u will BRAKE your car all of sudden.
fuh.
So, wat to say somemore? agree?
I think I may defend for myself too.
Well, When I was taking da wrong road, or should I say da wrong lane , which da left lane is for straight and da right lane is for turning inside the other junction, I actually wanna go straight but I dint realize that there is this right junction. So when i was in this right lane and i realize that 'ouh damn! I should follow the left lane, and so i make the left signal and go straight den. story end right? I still be able to to go straight right? hmm.. Each time my mom was sitting beside me, she would TALK loudly that ' wei, jiang kuai zomok?' <--means 'wei so fast for wat?' or mayb 'oiiiiikkkk''' some kinda like this la ok? aiya u all shud noe la. but how come i cant feel Im speeding?ok..so i slow down...slower...20km/j....so she is happy and i can c da car behind me ikut amat dekat dgn saya punya kereta ok? anyway i stil ikut wat my mom word due to her N years of driving experience ma. And I was always difitnah that I lap my oil paddle when im corner*ing. Im actually sudah melepaskan the oil paddle while they c like my foot is stil on da oil paddle but i dint ok? my foot jz freeze there and theres stil like 5 cm between my foot and da oil paddle. and I will get panic when I was disturbed by some noise. I found out Im quite 'sun li' to reach a destination if Im listening to nice music, nice atmosphere sambil driving.
So i should try and cope with the noise now and of course due to my noobness in driving, I will drive more, drive everywhere i could.
I know the risk. I really know it ok?
sigh.

2008-07-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

damn. i sambil fishing sambil drinking coffee in ofis.

dahlah imune. wtf.

we are all CLB kia

2008-07-13T19:53:00.009+08:00

I seldom go for any secondary school gathering normally as all my best friends usually went overseas for studying and just came back for like once in a year, and here is the little gathering since im back in Pg as all of them are back!!! the bff back from US, the guys from UK and Aus as well !!

my bffs whom I get to know since standard 1, for 15 years. =)

darling Rachel, the goin-to-be actuarist Ling Huey & me.

semua keat keat belaka lo..dun play play ar

I always looking forward Miss Ng to come back Msia, I miss her always, she is the one who comfort me when I was really down, when i was fed up with myself, my relationship, my life. Due to the timezone problem, I'll have to online during really early morning and she had to online during midnight so that we can have a chat. I miss those days during secondary school, on phone till late night everyday, fishing in the class next morning and when the phone bills came, both of us kena scolded like hell. Our mothers will even discussing our bad things in pasar when they met =.= so how would us not becoming the bestest friend ler?

food that melts your PURSE

from left: Kin Ming, Cheau Jing, me, Rachel, Boon, Ling Huey

and I TERremembered theres one foto i take with Boon years ago and I have a fight with the ex due to the foto lol and luckily I still keep it in my pc.

this is a REALLY old photo, jz look at me, quite different isnt it?hmm..

its like years ago while Boon was back from Aus and we headed for a drink at Autocity.

and he is so proud of his Tshirt =)

(he mean dat "thing" in that shirt)

P/s:

very lovely T-shirts for Tshirt lover like me from the bff !

Glossary dictionary :
CLB= Chung Ling Butterworth, my secondary school, our secondary school :)

the smiling faces

2008-07-11T09:27:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the public holiday for Penang ONLY :)

yooooohoooooo~~~

cant wait 5:30pm today come!

and somebody is coming back :):):):):):):):):):):):)

2008-07-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

加油，张愫育！

can you keep a secret?

2008-07-06T16:35:00.005+08:00

love at 1st sight.

damn, i miss him.

2008-07-03T21:01:00.003+08:00

you guys noe da feelin of lifeless?
work eat sleep and uh..study? hah.
life sucks.
i dunwan to complain too.
but there is always a but.
when i look back each foto i took during uni life, den only i realize how precious is that period to me.
damn.
i cant find any single little happiness right now which will make me laugh, u noe, laugh loudly.
fine,
im not happy, haha.

and i'll have to continue with this unhappyness.

plan ruined. everythings broken.

theres no perfection in this world.

to make urself happy, u'll have to hurt sumbody else.

to make the others happy, u'll have to hurt urself.

make sense?

mayb not for u all, at least for me.

hmm.

2008-06-25T17:10:00.001+08:00

i hate data entry!!

T________________________________________T

do shite?

2008-06-24T14:22:00.004+08:00

feel like dying in this freezing cold weather and aircond opposite me T_T

and the most torturing part

stomachache laa...:((

i need hot chocolate =(

the P word

2008-06-23T08:30:00.003+08:00

right its monday again. i think everyone LOVES monday
this is the 1st day my company change the working hour from 8:30am til 5:30pm with 45 minutes lunch break, and i can officially yell TGIFriday since this week on (yay!!!!) but strangely, theres is no other colleague beside me, i duno wheres the head of IT dept tho its ALREADY 8:30am now =.=
fine, i will jz continue my work last saturday left which is updating TONS of selling price @.@
I was told by Mr K that I wasnt passionate enough for my work, means i dont love my work.
well, obviously, i really dun like my work now compared wit the OSK job which i get in PJ(i think la), but since nasi dah jadi bubur den jz do it wit passion la!<--he said
according to his holand research, there are 17% out of 100% of american loves their job (eg: person who loves networking bcome an network engineer beacause they really love it and they dont apply for this job for the sake of money only) , and 101 out of the 170stg ( i forgot the figure) millionaire in US is the 17%, ok? OK?????
hey, love music, become a musician singer or watever which relate to the field la?
Kesimpulannyer, work for what u love the most!!
(and be passionate in it =.=, i duno how many times he gonna mention the P word to me, cuz he really P with his job right now. )
okok...i will TRY my best to love my work here and try going bowling or badminton with aunty or uncles here lo..( wtf)
like wat my love said, cari happiness dalam bitter ma. =.=''
oklu.......

p/s: anyway,I stil pray hard for 3 months to over quick!

OL life

2008-06-18T19:42:00.005+08:00

Its been 2 and half weeks i started my training. so everything's fine?
well, its quite good as my work is just some simple job, i should feel easy? lucky?happy? hard? unlucky? ....ya allah its just the beginning of my work!
do not need to tel u ppl wats my job gua... close my eyes also can do, photocopying wit pressing da button, filing need 1 eye la have to categorize the right invoices and payment voucher in the right period and file ma, data entry, i think i can close my eyes and type d la, so pandai chatting bukan? lol
so today gt a new job, issue checks for our customers. quite fun, i like to use dat stamping machine hehe (at least stg interesting ma)
ouh, now only i realize that i have never intro my company to you all, its a company which is the authorized distributor of VICKERS hydraulic components and specialized in providing hydraulic systems packages to our local OEMs and industries. well dont ask me wat is hydraulic system cuz i DUNO and im serious, i guess its jz some pipe system or wat hahaaaa =.=''
so wat the hell im doing inside? im nt engineers nor technician also. ok la trainee is like this, jz go wherever which needs you, i was doin filing in account dept now and mayb i will be in the IT department or stock inventory dept next second for data entry*ing.
and since my company is REALLY near to my house, so i can wake at 8.10am and reach there by 8.55am, punch my card den walk upstairs and start my day, kinda proud wit my record, nvr late for work ! punctual girl i am hehehe
and u noe wat, i sleep at/b4 12 EVERYDAY nowaday, omg, can u blive it? samantha teoh sleep at 12..sigh..u really think i want mer... 身不由己ar...
entertainmentless, one-u less, pavillionless, bar-less, leong chaless!!!! argh
.......and freedom-less T_T
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.

anyway, i really got no idea on how 2 write my report la...and the job log thingy...wth...=[
sombody pls teach me how ? 唔该晒

wtf, its 8pm onli and im yawning here. old jor. kek sim. haih.

lastly, i miss KL. :(

p/s: OL = Old Lady

她来听我的演唱会

2008-06-11T23:00:00.002+08:00

在十七岁的初恋第一次约会

男孩为了她彻夜排队

半年的积畜买了门票一对

我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎

三年的感情一封信就要收回

她记得月台汽笛声声在催

播我的歌陪着人们流泪

嘿陪人们流泪她来听我的演唱会

在二十五岁恋爱是风光明媚

男朋友背着她送人玫瑰

她不听电话夜夜听歌不睡

成年人分手后都像无所谓

和朋友一起买醉卡拉ok

唱我的歌陪着画面流泪

陪着流眼泪。

在三十三岁真爱那么珍贵

年轻的女孩求她让一让位让

男人决定跟谁远走高飞

嘿谁在远走高飞

她努力不让自己看来很累

岁月在听我们唱无怨无悔

在掌声里唱到自己流泪

嘿唱到自己流泪她来听我的演唱会

在四十岁后听歌的女人很美

小孩在问她为什么流泪

身边的男人早已渐渐入睡

她静静听着我们的演唱会

女人。。哎

You will never know what happen next.

2008-06-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

jz want to be me,be myself, wats da problem?

how come there are so much problems exist?

and now you even want to control my mindset?

what the hell??

I have nvr felt so fed up before.

dont force me till dead end, or else u wil regret.

She said she cant resist to give me pink bear

2008-06-03T19:17:00.004+08:00

samn: bath buddie?
samn: i can bath wit her?
peggieeeeeee: ahahha
peggieeeeeee: yes
samn: harh?
samn: i use her to rub mybody?
peggieeeeeee: not only bring her go everywhere
peggieeeeeee: can even bath with her
samn: or let her watch me bathing
peggieeeeeee: lol
peggieeeeeee: ahahahhahaha
samn: hahhaaa
peggieeeeeee: use her to rub ur 老泥
samn: =.=

a very sweet gift from my love, though shes stil in damansara, but im waiting her to come by my side.

i love you babe!

its all about the night.

2008-05-31T23:18:00.008+08:00

I would like to tell all u people, i love the night, very much.

1st visit to a place wit coco and banana, but i dun like it much actually.

but bo pian la, jz wana relax right?

how wish im a vampire.

ouh, intro u all, mr ping who is stil single and available.

look at his outfit, u may think that he is g*y but he is a 大好青年.

trust me! =)
(want his msn or fon or watever, come to me. Im his new agent now.)

thank you for strawberry and flowers from cameron =)

getting crazier when its getting late.

love it. rose buds.

the man with champagne rose

gypsy lady wit ping's scarf lol

bali man who jz back from cameron

he is not gay!!!!

sin chan getting fatter

the next morning

roses from kenny and carnation from ping for mother's day(wth?)
(oh..and crysanthemum for cheng beng? lolz)

Another nite at laundry bar.

brothers (wheres pat?!)

we love leong cha alot.

another night at coco banana again =.=

oh pat is here finally!

drink drank drunk =)

i got strong arms =)

fantastic four ? lol

to be honest, i dun like club lot, i prefer bar, sit down and have a drink, chit chating, making jokes!
and I miss it =(

At the heart of KL - Part 1

2008-05-31T02:08:00.010+08:00

Well its been some time I dint update my blog, so to prove that Im still alive, heres some update.

I've been leaving KL 2 days ago, and so Im now in Penang, and Im going to start my internship at 2nd of June which is the day after tomorrow.
Not much to mention about my internship as I think everyone noes my situation.
After internship, hopefully i can officially graduated from MMU, and I will never give up on what I really wants.
Though there are alot of barriers between me and my dream, I stil do hope that I can go through it toughly, with my belief, I hope there's miracle one day.
Alright, here's some update bout my life in KL previously.

The day

I've been going to Ikea for some 'window' shopping as I actually do not have any furniture or accessories to buy. I love Ikea furniture and home design, you noe, simple and nice, looking at the design in Ikea is like imagining my future house, the bedroom, the kitchen, the sofas, and bathroom! I take bathroom as a very important space in my future house, I want bathtube with jaguzzi, big mirror everywhere, marbling handwash bowl, and a simple toilet bowl will do hehe

RM 965 (excluding me)

ouh, the man and I

and heres the place i will nvr want to leave immediately in IKEA

so, do buy me these

and these
den I will love u very much =)

some pictures taken in front of kids playing around beside me in IKEA =.=''

ok, i noe i look old enough to play with all these toys.

cant afford to have a golden retriever in real life so I will take this doggie home.

hippopotamus....?

the shark

ok..i noe this is lame.

an extraordinary teddy bear.

then I have the kids meal - Swedish meatball , yummy!

and this is my new pet, her name is Sugar
I bring her everywhere nowadays, my new accompany =)

爸爸背着洋娃娃

Sugar: Hello, Im shopping in Sunway =)

its going to be the historical moment.

2008-05-21T09:24:00.005+08:00

Last paper in MMU: Financial Modelling
Time: 2.30 -4.30 pm
Venue: MPH

Good luck to all Financial Engineers !!

EXPLOSION

2008-05-20T17:48:00.002+08:00

i really kenot tahan liao !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T__________________________________________T

help me...help me...help me...

michael buble - that's life

2008-05-20T01:46:00.005+08:00

I cant stop feeling keksim whenever i think of it.

I jz cant. big *sigh*

the days are coming.

the time left is getting lesser.

i hate to say goodbye, but i'll have to.

why? dont ask me.

i cant even get an answer for myself.

beer vs rose? both are love.

but u'll have to choose only one. in fact, you got no choices.

手掌是肉，手背也是肉。

p/s : financial modelling is killing me.

''We are all innocent'"

2008-05-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

Its all seems contagious.
You'll have to let it go.
One day, you'll stand up on your own.
You'll stand up on your own.
Remember losing hope.
Remember feeling low.
And I remember all the feelings till the day it stopped.

Congratulations for my love. Live it up, you have my faith, work hard for better life!!
Remember? I live in your heart. Till death do us apart =)
Yang yang, not to work like a cow and bcome aunty look , you have great potential in KPMG, and I love you.
Visit me in PG guys =)

I try and I choke.

2008-05-13T09:26:00.004+08:00

Great. I am selfish.
What have you learned in MMU for 4 years? bad attitude.
right.
you will never believe how much Im dissapointed on you.
like how you disappointed on me.
This is not the way.
Spoke out what I wanted.
and again, end up with rubbish.
no, worse than rubbish when you said that.
' you are not the someone to me anymore if you nvr listen to me. '
this is how you settle a thing when you got no more better solution?
hah.
fine.
Now I know.
Congratulations to me everyone.

' You will never get what you want ever. '

and to you, I know you would be reading this, to be honest, you are a real great person, but, I do not want my life wasted like how you wasted yours.

2008-05-11T12:20:00.001+08:00

Happy mother's day.

you really dont know me

2008-05-09T05:28:00.005+08:00

since i was born, i was educated to be a nice and polite girl
and till today only i know i wasnt having a good attitude
not towards people beside me, while to the people who is closest to me
who bring me to this world, who taught me how to be a person
why am i so determine on it?
do u ever think about it?
because this is the life i wanted to have.
this is my future.
have u ever asked me what i really want ?
no, i was taught and directed to listen to your order since young, yes, very young
u would think im chidish now, but this is really wat i wanted to be.
yes being chilidish for you, while i jz want to live it.
live wat i want to live, not wat u want me to live.
so broken, i dint mean to say dat to you
i always know u love me alot
but please, do let me try, 1 year will do.
i need 1 year time to show you my ability to survive without you.

im sorry.

the girls are back =)

2008-04-23T16:27:00.003+08:00

Man of the day

2008-04-22T18:39:00.003+08:00

Thank you for accompanying me here and there for THOSE few days.

appreciate it ALOT.

...............anyway why u look so yam in this pic?

lol... yam *SIN CHAN*

(dun kill me =p )

2008-04-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

unbelievable.

its growing up.

thanks god for giving me a lil bit of happiness every morning .

*pray hard* lavender in cyberjaya would 快高长大 lol.

ang kong po pi....

blue sky blue sky

2008-04-16T23:52:00.004+08:00

omg.....i used to look like this last time, and i totally forget bout it already....

dont i look hmm.......innocent?? lolz

i noe this is funny.

this is the only foto i may save from my multiply and keep it in my pc.

as all other photos lost, lost from my pc, lost in memory as well.

anyway, how bad also we been gone through for one year+ right?

of course we did have some good time together but jz end up like rubbish..

there might be some day i will look at the past wit a smile..

and im such a good pretender in front of ...

yes. i noe im brave.

perhaps some claps for me? lol

anyway, do i look good in curly hair? .....*erhem*

-A promise to Samn-

2008-04-15T23:09:00.004+08:00

I will play REAL HARD after all the fuckin assignments off from my ass.

i'm the artist

2008-04-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

Saw this in iOho yGin's bloggie, seems quite accurate, so i tried.

Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quiz

artistic *erhem*
solves ppl's problems..(bt nvr solve own's prob well =.=)
good memory?....*i dun think so..i forget things easily...
enjoys making love? lol
caring person....ouh....*bt wtf? nt the person u wanna mess with...shiet

60's rocks!

2008-04-14T12:45:00.004+08:00

Do let me introduce a 古典美人to you all..

Miss Rachel she is.

An elegant, gorgeous and lovely lady.
and my best friend forever =)

Obviously this is an outdated post which i have my good time with her in Penang.

This is the autocity TAO lounge bar.

warm and romantic environment it has.

love it.

and i guess girls who love jazz would love to be there, having a drink with some girlfrens and have some secret sharing.. lol

i LOVE lounge bar.
(next dest: luna bar, anyone?)

It appeared once in my blog , and now it is here again.

trust me, i action only. =)

...tersot*

she is always so elegant, and gentle..

ji muis having good time...

cheerss...

and i feel so BLISS of having a friend, Mr Kelvin Hew who can take so nice fotos of us..
anyone who is interested of knowing him?...well, he is single stil.. muahaha~

*~lastly have to thank you very muchie for spending much time wit us in Pg~*

人生就像一场戏

2008-04-04T04:00:00.004+08:00

you mean well,
but you make this hard on me.
never in the right situation since last time.
i dunwan to find any d word or s word in my dictionary anymore.
fine.
game over =)

Sin

2008-04-03T06:45:00.004+08:00

unbelievable
im blogging in this f**king early morning
and i met her online =.=
sei 8 po..
so 'late' stil dwn slip.
sumore jio me go bangsar..
...............
why i got test on Sat....................................................
T_T

Over and over again.

2008-04-01T03:58:00.001+08:00

Friends we've been for so long
Now true colors are showing
Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does
Cuz I had to say goodbye
By now I should know
That in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad
How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be
Cuz I wish that I could stay
But in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad
You cannot hide the way you feel inside
I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why
By now I should know that
That in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

ouh u r 22 lady!!

2008-03-29T12:13:00.011+08:00

28th of March 2008
pre-bday celebration wit Miss Peggie

Part 1
one-u for movie and shopping
Photos say it all =)

girls dating on 27 dresses* @one u

and the movie is nice anyway =)

Part 2

After movie, head to Bianco lived up in Damansara Perdana which served up Itallian food.

Look exactly same with the Bianco website

Not able to sit outside and dine like Europ lady as it is raining
(hello...u r in Msia k?) ...ish

the Ipoh mui

Bianco 代言人aka 傻婆

the birthday girl who smells like flowers NATURALLY + me

the food is here!!! *yummmy~~~

Bianco Special

Smoked Salmon crunchy pizzaa, a MUST try!!!
both of us are satisfied with the food.

very expensive NATURALE mineral water from Italy named San Benedetto
*sohai me

feel like slapping her??
don't do that cuz she is my favourite gurl now.
to her bf who is reading, 'im dui*ing u ng ju'. *devil laf

Part 3

Back to the curve Laundry bar to have a drink or two

sex on the beach & melon ball

camWHORE*ing

my girl lol

no worries my dear, your finger is still long jz the angle makes it short lol

Happy Birthday lady !!!!!

*hey eric, im da 1st one who she spend her bday with, jeolous?? lol

Genki needed desu

2008-03-28T13:25:00.001+08:00

tershock when see myself in mirror this morning =.=
anyway exhausted but have fun =)
thanks you guys !!!

endless wishes

2008-03-26T01:48:00.004+08:00

Dear baby,

This is 26th of March 2008

I would like to wish you

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!

Hope all your wishes may come true ya!

(such as bcome Mrs Ash etc etc..lol)

stay happy, pretty, healthy and wealthy!

love you always =)

If I ain't got you

2008-03-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

My idol forever =)

Startover needed

2008-03-24T01:00:00.004+08:00

bring me to a place where nobody knows me.

and start all over again.

i promise i wil be good.

kiss me before u out for work.

buy me some champagne roses when you are back

put on some smell good

set the mood

have a Martini cosmo or two,

romance with me.

one perfect night for two.

put on blanket on me and hug me to sleep.

Me & Mr K

2008-03-21T23:35:00.004+08:00

Somebody sent me this while im freaking bored. Asked me to keep it. Send me the digital form of love expression first, may be nex time wud be the real face to face expression.
and to you, u wanted to see this. and i have already uploaded it.
so, how do you think now huh?

~空虚寂寞的人们~

fallin'

2008-03-20T01:19:00.005+08:00

i keep on fallin.... in love with you
Sometimes I love ya

sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Lovin' you darlin', makes me so confused

I keep on fallin', in and out of love with you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

LOVE you Alicia Keys !!

the one

2008-03-17T19:00:00.001+08:00

do not remember where it comes from and how i get it
where is da places it happened,
and when it ends.

法越情怀

2008-03-12T18:00:00.006+08:00

went 1u not long ago, seek for cardigan, watches and perfume.

俗语说。。民以食为天 -.-

so sure have to makan la ha ma..so we went for this vietnam kitchen beside dragon-i

(dragon-i...T_T)

warm environment

chef's recommendation

and this is my guest, yes Mr. ML *again*

my vietnamese style seafood fried noodle, the sauce is unique!

L's tomato*ish style beef, according to him, it is kinda nice..(bt not for me)

vietnamese crispy spring roll!! and it is very very yummy! love it!!!

Vietnam coffee is well-known! so this is a must-try!

sorry ML..bt this is too funny....i HAVE to put it here lolz

任性

2008-03-12T02:29:00.003+08:00

i noe im stubborn
and i get emo easily
by anything, anysong, any weather.
so i feel like drinking.
i noe it is jz not da right way.
sometimes i hate myself being like this.
den i wil have to find manythings to fil myself,
so dat i wont feel empty.
i noe this is 任性.
mayb wat u say is right, past is past.
过去让他过去...
and really thank you for everything.
i mean it.

Ain't it funny?

2008-03-10T20:38:00.004+08:00

Have u guys ever heard that NEWAY also wil kena police check?
and yes, i kena .
well, i was enjoying singing wit a fren of mine in Neway Puchong at around 1 am, and suddenly..
someone wit torchlight opened our room door and ask us out!
den..guys and girls were separated in different room..
...we were asked to PEE in a SPECIAL bottle wit some test paper

wtf!!!!!

and so i peeeeeed, and i was not allowed to go..
so i wait wait wait and wait....
i see any other girls taking their IC and walk out the room one by one...
and its not my turn yet..
den suddenly got 1 mata (young one) ask me to go over his seat there

and this is the summary conversation we have
mata : ah moi, ur urine get positive tau?
me : harh!?!!
mata : ada ganja la...u smoke tak?
me : i tak smoke la bang *innocent*
mata : apa kerja?
me : belajar la..kat MMU..
mata : oh...u dari penang(look at my IC), saya mia adik pun study kat MMU la..apa course u take?
me : ... Financial Engineering ....(impatiently)
mata : oh..saya mia adik diff course la...dia taking electrical engineering..
den i showed him my student card ..*eye rolling*
mata : (look at my student ID) oh..different la ni..
me : i tak smoke la bang..saya pelajar baik....*super super innocent face* (tho i already 把几火..)

FINALLY...he gv me back my IC, I wanted to walk out dat room , and the matassss there sumore bye to me wit yam jin faces..
wtfffffffffffffffffffffff

i mmg wont kena positive wan maaaaa...i so damn guaiiiiii~~~~~~
and he WAT me..say me take drugs la isit? RIDICULOUS!
stupid !!
and im not interested to his adik mia hal la...
ggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr....

fine.
im cool now.
!#(^*(&@!

过渡期

2008-03-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

babe, just forgive and forget ok?
its not easy but u have to try and work it out.
jz learnt and live with it..
people change, things change..
dun worry much bout it..
everythings gonna be alright..
love ya :)

forget da old one pls

2008-03-02T23:00:00.004+08:00

i noe da foto's quality is bad, but he is my new lover now =)

Loving you, Pavillion

2008-03-02T01:26:00.009+08:00

Went Pavillion again.

shopping, search for bags for hours and finally get 1 from Gap (damn worth one ler) =D

kesian my guy fren la, shop wit me til butt also pain lol!!!!

was trying on my new cam, and do let me intro an old fren of mine, ML =)

posing at coffee bean

michaelangelo

searching bedazzled??chanel???

dreaming wedding @.@

i hate big eye bag and dark circle la... concealer needed!!

me myself and i =)

and theres one more thing i MUST SPECIALLY thanks to mr. ML. (you noe wat i mean*wink*) eee?familiar wit this place ler..twice in 3 days lolsss

uncle lee, siu long bao ho jiak boh? *devil laf*

dun cry la..now ma back home d lo...=p

my skill taking fotos not bad ler...take til all leng zai leng zai belaka (nonit thx me geh, owe u one big meal sumore *smug*)

this is what we call 'family'

2008-03-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

Do let me introduce a happy family pls.

1st row in front : sai be on ah be leg (left), ah tu(right)

2nd row at middle: dai be(left), so call tsih tzu doggie(right)

3rd row at the back: winter bear(left), ahu(right) *lols*

finally my babies all come back to me *grateful*T_T

280208

2008-02-29T02:01:00.001+08:00

My dear bff, miss Rachel,

its your big big day~~!

so i would like to wish you

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY !!

wish you stay happy and pretty always

and sun sun li li in your new job =)

~with love~

Specially for you

2008-02-27T17:58:00.006+08:00

To my dear kai lan,

read through your post, i feel so glad that im having a real good friend..=)
you are always be there for me whenever im down and sad...
listening to me, sharing everything with me, love me for who i am...
i noe its a painful one, but i PROMISE, i wil go through it toughly, not to disappoint you and aunty of course, who worried me so much, care for me always..
yes, i am in the process of recovering, time needed, friends needed.
i noe u love me much and pls do not feel hard facing him, otherwise it wil b hard for you too when u all met together..i wish you all will be a happy family, caring each other in the future.
and i feel so happy cause u have found a fine man who wil be with you for the remaining of your life, its not easy to meet the right one always, but i feeel so happy for you cause u found him, the right one!! =D
though theres no more 'sis in law' between us, but i believe u wil always be the bestest fren of mine!!!
we are stil good isnt it?? =)
i guess im really goin back pg for internship d, so left 3 months for me in KL to meet up with you...=(
and going out with you is really fun...i love shopping, chatting, gossiping and sharing everthing with you!!!
the moment i do treasure alot when we girls listening to each other, crying for everything we shared..
and i wish we are always good friends ever ~~~~~~~~
i love you and i mean it!!!! =D

my pretty girl =)

duh..eat more la..da donuts almost cover your face d arrrr >.<

be happy always

i love your violet lens!!!

remembered it!!

i love you always =)

and lastly....

muackssss~~~!!!!

Superman's Handphone

2008-02-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

found out stg CUTE and realli interesting recently from my friend (well, im not goin to mention who is him^^), and its a touch screen PDA phone!!*wow*

front look , kinda nice isnt it? (pls do notice the BLUETOOTH fon )

since my skill of taking fotos are too bad and it is not really clear in da photo, so i prefer edit abit of the picture, well, this phone is having super camera and the logo is terbalik with apple *lol*

(this is not the climax yet)

and this is ridiculous!!! it is having an *antenna* omg!!!!

a handphone which is having an antenna...so i was kinda wondering wat that antenna for....

and finally today........

just a while ago....this friend of mine show me channels in this hp!!!!!!!!!!

he can watch tv channel on this hp!!!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!

**eh...really is superman's handphone lo..dun play play ar..

dun kill me ha when u r reading this..u noe la... i promise to post about it wan ma *wink wink*

touched

2008-02-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

was outdated and finally watched cj7 wit ML at GSC pavillion jz now..

was touched at the scene where 小狄missing his dad, crying alone and wished that his dad wil beside him at the other morning when he wakes..

and the moment he hugged his dad tightly........T____________T

damn kesian la...*sigh*

what is love?

unexplainable..

complicated..

makes ppl cry and laugh..

makes ppl lose their mind ....lose control...and lose themselves...

ppl always said love is blind....this is jz too right...

when m i goin to get my love?

love me for who i am?

so hopeless now la..lol

2008-02-18T18:02:00.003+08:00

what are promises?

promise is ntg but bullshit.

agree?

at the age of 21 turning 22, there are too much uncertainty.

and unluckily, it happened on me, holy shit.

sory for being emo, but i always feel bad during this sun set time..
i wil have to switch on my light before its getting dark outside.
i jz dun feel good.

i wish you love

2008-02-17T21:40:00.003+08:00

it's always feeling so warm and good after watching a good movie.

i always prefer those love movie with sweet and romantic story line.

and recently, mr Kelvin had intro one real nice movie for me -'NO RESERVATIONS'

Miss gorgeous Catherine Zeta Jones inside is jz too beautiful.. she is my number one favourite actress always, aww...she is jz too elegant, love her.

'The Terminal', another romantic movie in my list. I love Tom Hanks as well , he is cuteee!!! =)

and, actually i jz watched one HK movie acted by Kelly Chan and Aaron Kwok named or 〈小亲亲>.

The ost is just too nice, and i jz love a song inside - i wish you love. (and i have uploaded it)

its not da version in dat movie, its Susan Wong (a singapore singer) version btw.

c?she is a chef in the movie and she is stil gorgeous!!

so do not hesitate to intro me any nice movie u have watched k? =)

Back to Basic

2008-02-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

Been went through a hard time not long ago, and finally, i guess i am relieved, yea at least not that stubborn and stupid already. =)

During the hard time, i realized, there are so much people beside me who care so much bout me, and they are just so sweet to me, take good care of me, handle me like fragile, listen to me,tears dropping with me, and i promise i will be good, really!
Of course, there are tooooooo much people i want to thank for (as if im getting Oscar already =.=), my bffs, (huey, thanks for calling me from US, ping, thanks for lending your shoulder to me and accompany me til late night), my dear roomie*ss, every single people who are so willing to listen to me, give me alot of confident bout myself, and the most important, my family, my dear sister, who supports me so much, and my parents who take care of my feelings so much, and *fat fat* bro, who sent me 'fuck it' and 'listen to uncle hussein' song which make me feel better.

and theres one fella i'll have to specially thanks to, mr Kelvin, thanks for singing that song to me ( i knoe u purposely want to make me cry T_T) and 'arrange' KL ppl for the fireworks *lol*and im feeling much more better already =)

It's over, ok?

so smile girl =)
nothing is impossible.

arh, and this is da logo my bro sent me , who fuckin cares?
do u care? yea i care =)