''Convocation''

My son is growing up,
''graduate'' from smart reader and going to standard 1 next year :)

the kid in tuxedo performed the shanghai knight dance !
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

Pursuit of Happiness.

Im glad that Im stil alive after tortured by vr vr vr annoying Singaporean, and there is stil a vr long way to go I know, I will nt gv up easily (tho i like to mumble alot, I know, but I jz want to make myself balance abit ma haih)
For a happier life, I decided to make myself really balance, work hard and play hard *smug*
get a toffee nut latte and sit in Starbucks wit coliks after work, talking bout demanding customers, ways to pint them down, 有我讲没有你讲, hmph.
1 more month to go, my very favourite day is coming.
Im stil dreaming of staying in a snowing country =(
So much memories for my 22 year xmas ago.
What am I goin to have this coming xmas?
Counting down..
hmm..

p/s: more updates are coming :)

Cooler needed.

1st day in my life, and worst day in my life.
fine.
I wil remember this.

我爱上了侧田

听他唱歌，感动了我。
看了他的演唱会，就好像看了他过去的三十二个年头。
两个女人，叙述着两个在他的生命里扮演着非常重要角色的女人，母亲与妻子。
三十日，叙述着前女友离开他后的三十个日子里的感触与感慨。
好人，一个平凡男人的感情经历。

The best concert I have ever watched. Justin Lo.

祝你幸福

When I grow up I wanna be millionaire

I should seriously start finding a job right now as incomeless wil lead me death real soon.

but..

lazy laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T

so, let me die bah hehe

:)

i can finally take off the key on my neck ...and buy a new pendant hoho

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!

Once upon a time

To dear yang yang,

This was how we celebrate your bday in B2-8-8 last 2 years .

This was how you kena 摆上台in TGIF last year during ur bday and we laugh like crazy.

So how bout this year?
很遗憾啊。。hu and me also cant celebrate for u by ur side..sigh

but but but.....

mayb theres some surprise ler hor?

Happy birthday to you !

xoxo! muacks!

A love that wil last.

Do you guys ever watch a movie for N times and you duno why you jz love it so much? There are 2 movies, which i love the most, and i never get bored watching it again and again like how NoNo keep repeating his 'ant bully ' or 'toy story 1 2 3' for whole day. and i wil still T.T during the very touching moment no matter how much time after i watched it.

Victor Navorski, my all time favourite, by Tom Hanks :)

He can go nowhere except staying in the New York airport for months due to the a logical hole in the law. How pity, and he couldnt speak fluent english at the beginning, or shud i say, not even some simple english. But he survived and step into the States soil. Interesting isnt it?..hmm
ouh and the actress, Ms Gorgeous Catherine Zeta Jones :) acts as an air stewardess in the movie -The Terminal.

A dog lover like me who nvr have a chance to get a dog myself love the movie Quill very much, its a story bout a Labrador doggie, get trained and become a guide dog. Guide dogs are assistance dogs trained to lead blind or vision impaired people around obstacles (from wikipedia)

adorable isnt it?
I always wanted a Labrador Retriever :(

Im so sad that i lost the original vcd of the Quill. Shud have buy 1 for ownself collection again, The Terminal too! and there are still some movies I wanted to watch in theatre but sadly, I missed it! if anyone got the link to download the sex and the city, plssss do provide me k?tq berri muchie:)

I'll find a way

I get emo easily recently, since that incident.
Tho i was sitting in front of my pc like 7-11 but, i was actually doing ntg.
yes, NOTHING.
mind blank, stare at the screen, empty,
repeat listening to silent emotion from long vacation N years ago
and i start emo again wtf.
got no ohm to seek for jobs as well.
just feel like having some relaxing time, but i noe i cant.
metally tired, feeling sleepy, but stil can stayed up til 2 -3 in the morning doing ntg
jz stare at my screen wallpaper, a labrador puppy named Quill.
my report stucked as i duno wat else to write in it.
Ex-supervisor called me jz now and told me he missed me, in fact i guess he missed me working for him as he is complaining that he got too much job to do and theres no one could help him, hah, sales manager complained that the quotation he ask those malay trainee was not done nicely and he miss me too hah.
but im not that stupid to extend my intern period for him, like paying me 450 per month and ask me doin those easy yet time consuming job and i have to drive N miles away from my home , stuck in the stupid traffic jam and middle finger for those lorry drivers and the main point, being alone all the time.
enough. dats enough.
I noe, its better to have stg to do rather den jz staring the pc screen whole day but i jz dun feel like working, you noe, spirit lost, ohm gone.
I noe i shud jz continue my life for a better future now, like being aggresive in seeking job, sending resumes over all company in Pg, but its been 3 days I dint log in to my jobstreet as its not important anymore, how much application also have to omit, goodbye to all KL job.
So i start going out alone, sitting in starbucks, looking at the people outside walking by, for hours.
mayb this is stupid, but at least i can breath some air.
I hated eating alone since last time, but I guess I will start to get used to it right now on, i should persuade myself dat, actually being alone is not that bad right? at least u can do watever u wanted to do, mayb i should try watching movie alone next time.
Im so envy that yang yang is having her grad trip to tw wit her coursemates in this coming dec, how nice of travelling with frens, and surprisingly, I have nvr travel with any of my frens in MMU before (except wit the ex), such a tragedy.
I need a vacation badly.
But i cant.
why?
I dont even dare to think about it.
bcoz i wil start emo after thinking of it again.


Life like this. 身不由己.

Dilemma

Things are always like this
when you dont feel like getting it, den you wil get it unluckily
while the things you want so much, you wil nvr get it easily
You have to like go through N times of conflicts and barriers,
and mayb u stil cant get it.
Sacrifice at the necessary time needed to be done sometimes.
This is what we call life.
and finally, I can taste the life.

sob sob

I will be officially jobless since the day after tomoro.

Its jz the beginning

Pn. Hazlina came this morning for site visit and luckily evreything is jz ok..
'' well, she meet our requirement and mayb better den wat we expect'' :)
So, left report to hand in and Im officially graduated
and Im counting down the days...7 days to go only!

.....and the war will begin.

cause i had a bad day

I was flooded by the list price and radioactiv of the scanner in the office,
breathed too much dusty air in the newly open Jusco in BM,
terrified by THE STRANGERS
stomache backpain due to the monthly disaster







...and my car's engine couldnt start in the middle of the road.
wtf.

Opportunity Cost

I nvr know that i can get Rm2 rice included 1 vege, 1 telor mata & fish until my colleagues brought me to somewhere in the Juru Village to dapao today, oh and they give out free laksa soup :)


staying in Pg realli jimat alot.
but staying in KL give me a brighter future.
hmm..

Routine.

I hate Monday.
I hate feelin sleepy in office while Im drinking Mcd PREMIUM ROAST coffee.
ciu.
This is jz aint right.
sob sob.



and Chong Wei lose last night.
*big sob sob*
sipeh bu suang that lansi kia from cn.
hmph.

Ready to take me away?

how nice of having a friend like her



having a pond of ducky

watching sunset together in the garden

and seeing some breathtaking view from the balcony everynite.

Return to my life.
Im nobody after all.

Take me away from here,

Fly me above the clouds,

Fill me with your songs,

and keep me laughing,

all night long make me cry out loud,

till my eyes dry out.

Convocation.

Congrats to him.

and to her.

muacks! sayang!

to all MMU graduates as well. :)

crazy people

招牌笑容

chinaman brothers

(with unlimited whitewine in jogoya hoho)

coconut yamseng

i dono why.


leng zai look.

coconut seller

3 year old promoting coconut

master kicap soya

ghost month liao

2 fella start gaying liao

drunk sohai look.

he really damn high.

leng lui also quite high ha

tuborg new advertisement

photo of the year. rotf

babe, Im coming! :)

those days.

i want to eat

charkoayteowhokkienmeelaksakarimeewantanmeelobakohjianbakkutehsiukaiyekcheecheongfanlohmaikaitomyammeefishnchipscharkoayteowcharkoayteowcharkoayteowcharkoayteowcharkoayteow&charkoayteow.

but where is my charkoayteow?

sobsobx100000000

from Semenyih

how lovely.=)

cant wait to c u guys!!

*************************************************************************************

26/7/2008 Sunny day :)

I found a red envelope in my house post box writing 'Samn Teoh' on it.

=O

guess what?
the continuous part II from Semenyih =)

Thank you soooooo much, you have light up my day!

so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet of you!

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

broken.

I dont know wats da matter with pg weather.
It has been raining since the moment i wake this morning and its still raining til now 11.45pm non-stop-ly.
I used to love rainy days very much but can u pls gv me a sunshinny warm day?now?
Whats wrong? cant I jz wish for a sunny day?
Its been gloomy for 2 months with thunderstorm between.
I hate it. truly.
I need happiness desparately.

Risk taker.

Regarding my driving skill, I think my family especially my parents would yell loudly bersama-sama

' YOU ARE A NOOB IN DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

fine, I guess my EQ is high enough to cope this.
alrite, how to define a noob in driving?
hmmm, let me tell u my self experience, its like taking da wrong road all da time, nvr control your oil paddle well, nvr aware of the things beside including people, cars from right and left, doggies, cats or i shud say all living thing which move and breathe (including the plants beside) and also those non-living thing such as the blocking rock or those lubang lubang tengah jalan and still I will drive over it den your car wil like #$%^*&&^(#%^% like this and finally u will BRAKE your car all of sudden.
fuh.
So, wat to say somemore? agree?
I think I may defend for myself too.
Well, When I was taking da wrong road, or should I say da wrong lane , which da left lane is for straight and da right lane is for turning inside the other junction, I actually wanna go straight but I dint realize that there is this right junction. So when i was in this right lane and i realize that 'ouh damn! I should follow the left lane, and so i make the left signal and go straight den. story end right? I still be able to to go straight right? hmm.. Each time my mom was sitting beside me, she would TALK loudly that ' wei, jiang kuai zomok?' <--means 'wei so fast for wat?' or mayb 'oiiiiikkkk''' some kinda like this la ok? aiya u all shud noe la. but how come i cant feel Im speeding?ok..so i slow down...slower...20km/j....so she is happy and i can c da car behind me ikut amat dekat dgn saya punya kereta ok? anyway i stil ikut wat my mom word due to her N years of driving experience ma. And I was always difitnah that I lap my oil paddle when im corner*ing. Im actually sudah melepaskan the oil paddle while they c like my foot is stil on da oil paddle but i dint ok? my foot jz freeze there and theres stil like 5 cm between my foot and da oil paddle. and I will get panic when I was disturbed by some noise. I found out Im quite 'sun li' to reach a destination if Im listening to nice music, nice atmosphere sambil driving.
So i should try and cope with the noise now and of course due to my noobness in driving, I will drive more, drive everywhere i could.
I know the risk. I really know it ok?
sigh.

damn. i sambil fishing sambil drinking coffee in ofis.

dahlah imune. wtf.

we are all CLB kia

I seldom go for any secondary school gathering normally as all my best friends usually went overseas for studying and just came back for like once in a year, and here is the little gathering since im back in Pg as all of them are back!!! the bff back from US, the guys from UK and Aus as well !!

my bffs whom I get to know since standard 1, for 15 years. =)

darling Rachel, the goin-to-be actuarist Ling Huey & me.

semua keat keat belaka lo..dun play play ar

I always looking forward Miss Ng to come back Msia, I miss her always, she is the one who comfort me when I was really down, when i was fed up with myself, my relationship, my life. Due to the timezone problem, I'll have to online during really early morning and she had to online during midnight so that we can have a chat. I miss those days during secondary school, on phone till late night everyday, fishing in the class next morning and when the phone bills came, both of us kena scolded like hell. Our mothers will even discussing our bad things in pasar when they met =.= so how would us not becoming the bestest friend ler?

food that melts your PURSE

from left: Kin Ming, Cheau Jing, me, Rachel, Boon, Ling Huey

and I TERremembered theres one foto i take with Boon years ago and I have a fight with the ex due to the foto lol and luckily I still keep it in my pc.

this is a REALLY old photo, jz look at me, quite different isnt it?hmm..

its like years ago while Boon was back from Aus and we headed for a drink at Autocity.

and he is so proud of his Tshirt =)

(he mean dat "thing" in that shirt)

P/s:

very lovely T-shirts for Tshirt lover like me from the bff !

Glossary dictionary :
CLB= Chung Ling Butterworth, my secondary school, our secondary school :)

the smiling faces

tomorrow is the public holiday for Penang ONLY :)

yooooohoooooo~~~

cant wait 5:30pm today come!

and somebody is coming back :):):):):):):):):):):):)

加油，张愫育！

can you keep a secret?

love at 1st sight.

damn, i miss him.

you guys noe da feelin of lifeless?
work eat sleep and uh..study? hah.
life sucks.
i dunwan to complain too.
but there is always a but.
when i look back each foto i took during uni life, den only i realize how precious is that period to me.
damn.
i cant find any single little happiness right now which will make me laugh, u noe, laugh loudly.
fine,
im not happy, haha.

and i'll have to continue with this unhappyness.

plan ruined. everythings broken.

theres no perfection in this world.

to make urself happy, u'll have to hurt sumbody else.

to make the others happy, u'll have to hurt urself.

make sense?

mayb not for u all, at least for me.

hmm.

i hate data entry!!

T________________________________________T

do shite?

feel like dying in this freezing cold weather and aircond opposite me T_T

and the most torturing part

stomachache laa...:((

i need hot chocolate =(

the P word

right its monday again. i think everyone LOVES monday
this is the 1st day my company change the working hour from 8:30am til 5:30pm with 45 minutes lunch break, and i can officially yell TGIFriday since this week on (yay!!!!) but strangely, theres is no other colleague beside me, i duno wheres the head of IT dept tho its ALREADY 8:30am now =.=
fine, i will jz continue my work last saturday left which is updating TONS of selling price @.@
I was told by Mr K that I wasnt passionate enough for my work, means i dont love my work.
well, obviously, i really dun like my work now compared wit the OSK job which i get in PJ(i think la), but since nasi dah jadi bubur den jz do it wit passion la!<--he said
according to his holand research, there are 17% out of 100% of american loves their job (eg: person who loves networking bcome an network engineer beacause they really love it and they dont apply for this job for the sake of money only) , and 101 out of the 170stg ( i forgot the figure) millionaire in US is the 17%, ok? OK?????
hey, love music, become a musician singer or watever which relate to the field la?
Kesimpulannyer, work for what u love the most!!
(and be passionate in it =.=, i duno how many times he gonna mention the P word to me, cuz he really P with his job right now. )
okok...i will TRY my best to love my work here and try going bowling or badminton with aunty or uncles here lo..( wtf)
like wat my love said, cari happiness dalam bitter ma. =.=''
oklu.......


p/s: anyway,I stil pray hard for 3 months to over quick!

OL life

Its been 2 and half weeks i started my training. so everything's fine?
well, its quite good as my work is just some simple job, i should feel easy? lucky?happy? hard? unlucky? ....ya allah its just the beginning of my work!
do not need to tel u ppl wats my job gua... close my eyes also can do, photocopying wit pressing da button, filing need 1 eye la have to categorize the right invoices and payment voucher in the right period and file ma, data entry, i think i can close my eyes and type d la, so pandai chatting bukan? lol
so today gt a new job, issue checks for our customers. quite fun, i like to use dat stamping machine hehe (at least stg interesting ma)
ouh, now only i realize that i have never intro my company to you all, its a company which is the authorized distributor of VICKERS hydraulic components and specialized in providing hydraulic systems packages to our local OEMs and industries. well dont ask me wat is hydraulic system cuz i DUNO and im serious, i guess its jz some pipe system or wat hahaaaa =.=''
so wat the hell im doing inside? im nt engineers nor technician also. ok la trainee is like this, jz go wherever which needs you, i was doin filing in account dept now and mayb i will be in the IT department or stock inventory dept next second for data entry*ing.
and since my company is REALLY near to my house, so i can wake at 8.10am and reach there by 8.55am, punch my card den walk upstairs and start my day, kinda proud wit my record, nvr late for work ! punctual girl i am hehehe
and u noe wat, i sleep at/b4 12 EVERYDAY nowaday, omg, can u blive it? samantha teoh sleep at 12..sigh..u really think i want mer... 身不由己ar...
entertainmentless, one-u less, pavillionless, bar-less, leong chaless!!!! argh
.......and freedom-less T_T
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.

anyway, i really got no idea on how 2 write my report la...and the job log thingy...wth...=[
sombody pls teach me how ? 唔该晒

wtf, its 8pm onli and im yawning here. old jor. kek sim. haih.

lastly, i miss KL. :(

p/s: OL = Old Lady

她来听我的演唱会

在十七岁的初恋第一次约会

男孩为了她彻夜排队

半年的积畜买了门票一对

我唱得她心醉我唱得她心碎

三年的感情一封信就要收回

她记得月台汽笛声声在催

播我的歌陪着人们流泪

嘿陪人们流泪她来听我的演唱会

在二十五岁恋爱是风光明媚

男朋友背着她送人玫瑰

她不听电话夜夜听歌不睡

成年人分手后都像无所谓

和朋友一起买醉卡拉ok

唱我的歌陪着画面流泪

陪着流眼泪。

在三十三岁真爱那么珍贵

年轻的女孩求她让一让位让

男人决定跟谁远走高飞

嘿谁在远走高飞

她努力不让自己看来很累

岁月在听我们唱无怨无悔

在掌声里唱到自己流泪

嘿唱到自己流泪她来听我的演唱会

在四十岁后听歌的女人很美

小孩在问她为什么流泪

身边的男人早已渐渐入睡

她静静听着我们的演唱会

女人。。哎

You will never know what happen next.

jz want to be me,be myself, wats da problem?

how come there are so much problems exist?

and now you even want to control my mindset?

what the hell??

I have nvr felt so fed up before.

dont force me till dead end, or else u wil regret.

She said she cant resist to give me pink bear

samn: bath buddie?
samn: i can bath wit her?
peggieeeeeee: ahahha
peggieeeeeee: yes
samn: harh?
samn: i use her to rub mybody?
peggieeeeeee: not only bring her go everywhere
peggieeeeeee: can even bath with her
samn: or let her watch me bathing
peggieeeeeee: lol
peggieeeeeee: ahahahhahaha
samn: hahhaaa
peggieeeeeee: use her to rub ur 老泥
samn: =.=

a very sweet gift from my love, though shes stil in damansara, but im waiting her to come by my side.

i love you babe!

its all about the night.

I would like to tell all u people, i love the night, very much.

1st visit to a place wit coco and banana, but i dun like it much actually.

but bo pian la, jz wana relax right?

how wish im a vampire.

ouh, intro u all, mr ping who is stil single and available.

look at his outfit, u may think that he is g*y but he is a 大好青年.

trust me! =)
(want his msn or fon or watever, come to me. Im his new agent now.)

thank you for strawberry and flowers from cameron =)

getting crazier when its getting late.

love it. rose buds.

the man with champagne rose

gypsy lady wit ping's scarf lol

bali man who jz back from cameron

he is not gay!!!!

sin chan getting fatter

the next morning

roses from kenny and carnation from ping for mother's day(wth?)
(oh..and crysanthemum for cheng beng? lolz)

Another nite at laundry bar.

brothers (wheres pat?!)

we love leong cha alot.

another night at coco banana again =.=

oh pat is here finally!

drink drank drunk =)

i got strong arms =)

fantastic four ? lol

to be honest, i dun like club lot, i prefer bar, sit down and have a drink, chit chating, making jokes!
and I miss it =(