Friday, May 9, 2008

you really dont know me

since i was born, i was educated to be a nice and polite girl
and till today only i know i wasnt having a good attitude
not towards people beside me, while to the people who is closest to me
who bring me to this world, who taught me how to be a person
why am i so determine on it?
do u ever think about it?
because this is the life i wanted to have.
this is my future.
have u ever asked me what i really want ?
no, i was taught and directed to listen to your order since young, yes, very young
u would think im chidish now, but this is really wat i wanted to be.
yes being chilidish for you, while i jz want to live it.
live wat i want to live, not wat u want me to live.
so broken, i dint mean to say dat to you
i always know u love me alot
but please, do let me try, 1 year will do.
i need 1 year time to show you my ability to survive without you.

im sorry.

2 comments:

Kelvin Hew said...

Well,
I'm glad that you finally found something that you think is worth fighting for.
You may think that you are persevering.
But hey! If the successful person today doesn't carry this in their heart, I don't think there will be any people like Bill Gates, J.K.Rowling...or even Obama.
Successful people speaks for themselves.
Guess what...
you thought u are the only person fighting this war?
I dun think so...
----> me too ^^
You are not alone...

Just tell me when you need help, ok?

Ooh...btw, all da best for your final final exam!!!
保佑你顺顺利利!
You can do it~*
: )

--keLVin--

KaiLan said...

I'll stand by you k...
js call me whenever u need any help...
Believe in urself, nothing is impossible! Cherrsss~