:)

i can finally take off the key on my neck ...and buy a new pendant hoho

Happy 22nd Birthday to me!

Once upon a time

To dear yang yang,

This was how we celebrate your bday in B2-8-8 last 2 years .

This was how you kena 摆上台in TGIF last year during ur bday and we laugh like crazy.

So how bout this year?
很遗憾啊。。hu and me also cant celebrate for u by ur side..sigh

but but but.....

mayb theres some surprise ler hor?

Happy birthday to you !

xoxo! muacks!

A love that wil last.

Do you guys ever watch a movie for N times and you duno why you jz love it so much? There are 2 movies, which i love the most, and i never get bored watching it again and again like how NoNo keep repeating his 'ant bully ' or 'toy story 1 2 3' for whole day. and i wil still T.T during the very touching moment no matter how much time after i watched it.

Victor Navorski, my all time favourite, by Tom Hanks :)

He can go nowhere except staying in the New York airport for months due to the a logical hole in the law. How pity, and he couldnt speak fluent english at the beginning, or shud i say, not even some simple english. But he survived and step into the States soil. Interesting isnt it?..hmm
ouh and the actress, Ms Gorgeous Catherine Zeta Jones :) acts as an air stewardess in the movie -The Terminal.

A dog lover like me who nvr have a chance to get a dog myself love the movie Quill very much, its a story bout a Labrador doggie, get trained and become a guide dog. Guide dogs are assistance dogs trained to lead blind or vision impaired people around obstacles (from wikipedia)

adorable isnt it?
I always wanted a Labrador Retriever :(

Im so sad that i lost the original vcd of the Quill. Shud have buy 1 for ownself collection again, The Terminal too! and there are still some movies I wanted to watch in theatre but sadly, I missed it! if anyone got the link to download the sex and the city, plssss do provide me k?tq berri muchie:)

I'll find a way

I get emo easily recently, since that incident.
Tho i was sitting in front of my pc like 7-11 but, i was actually doing ntg.
yes, NOTHING.
mind blank, stare at the screen, empty,
repeat listening to silent emotion from long vacation N years ago
and i start emo again wtf.
got no ohm to seek for jobs as well.
just feel like having some relaxing time, but i noe i cant.
metally tired, feeling sleepy, but stil can stayed up til 2 -3 in the morning doing ntg
jz stare at my screen wallpaper, a labrador puppy named Quill.
my report stucked as i duno wat else to write in it.
Ex-supervisor called me jz now and told me he missed me, in fact i guess he missed me working for him as he is complaining that he got too much job to do and theres no one could help him, hah, sales manager complained that the quotation he ask those malay trainee was not done nicely and he miss me too hah.
but im not that stupid to extend my intern period for him, like paying me 450 per month and ask me doin those easy yet time consuming job and i have to drive N miles away from my home , stuck in the stupid traffic jam and middle finger for those lorry drivers and the main point, being alone all the time.
enough. dats enough.
I noe, its better to have stg to do rather den jz staring the pc screen whole day but i jz dun feel like working, you noe, spirit lost, ohm gone.
I noe i shud jz continue my life for a better future now, like being aggresive in seeking job, sending resumes over all company in Pg, but its been 3 days I dint log in to my jobstreet as its not important anymore, how much application also have to omit, goodbye to all KL job.
So i start going out alone, sitting in starbucks, looking at the people outside walking by, for hours.
mayb this is stupid, but at least i can breath some air.
I hated eating alone since last time, but I guess I will start to get used to it right now on, i should persuade myself dat, actually being alone is not that bad right? at least u can do watever u wanted to do, mayb i should try watching movie alone next time.
Im so envy that yang yang is having her grad trip to tw wit her coursemates in this coming dec, how nice of travelling with frens, and surprisingly, I have nvr travel with any of my frens in MMU before (except wit the ex), such a tragedy.
I need a vacation badly.
But i cant.
why?
I dont even dare to think about it.
bcoz i wil start emo after thinking of it again.


Life like this. 身不由己.

Dilemma

Things are always like this
when you dont feel like getting it, den you wil get it unluckily
while the things you want so much, you wil nvr get it easily
You have to like go through N times of conflicts and barriers,
and mayb u stil cant get it.
Sacrifice at the necessary time needed to be done sometimes.
This is what we call life.
and finally, I can taste the life.

sob sob

I will be officially jobless since the day after tomoro.