I was walking on the street alone, thinking of what should be done, what shouldnt be done, if did stg which is not supposed not to be done, den what is the solution to the bad consequences.
My ex- supervisor used to tel me, collection is managing customer's expectation.
If custmer expect you not to cal, but u keep calling, he may get upset & this is where complaints come in.
If customer expect you to call, but u did not, he may get upset too and expect some fees to be waived off.
I was thinking can love be measured like this too?
Maybe.
Tomorrow gotta be a busy day again, perhaps workload can help me to make my mind really tired.
Beer is always my best friend. Accompany whenever i need him.

Updates.

I cant believe my last post was N mths ago.
Time flies.
What I have done in the year? Should I say nothing. Wasted.
By the way, am officially graduated from MMU 8/8/09
Went Langkawi cameron wit bf, paid my credit card payment using myself salary for the first time.

Went for work, wait for lunch, wait for dinner, wait OT to be over, travel home, online check daily updates, talk wit bf on fon, sleep.
Wake up, Routine again.
Until when only Im able to change this routine? No idea.
Its very hard to change stg which is already set up in your life.
Decision are hard to make.

Sacrifices? wish so, only when you are able to face the emotion when sacrificing.
Therefore, wats the conclusion? No conclusion.

Anyway, heres some latest photos I may wan to share. They are taken in Cameron.
I really miss my long lost smile. Very.

long time no see.

''lavender in cameron''

the bf.

Ping's cactus plant.

Spoke person of Boh Tea.

I wish ''I'' will come back one day with the true heart I found.